I have found the root of basis of my charge to be similar with Tun Dr. Mahathir. I was sure that he must have been out of his mind to using sarcasm & obvious resentment to Malay nation when he said ‘Melayu mudah lupa’ and produce his own book about Malay nationweakness. But it apparently not turning out so after years of ‘getting older’, ie learning the environment of Malay.
At present time, i am pretty convinced i can list out more than 100 weakness of Malay nation, ie my race. The weakness have not excluding me. But at the least end, i try to fix my mistakes whenever someone run onto my mistakes and pour it out. I also use muhasabah diri to find my own mistakes. But when one think if he is the only one who solely do the effort, of course he will do something out of line, reaching the limit of brain to think adherely to any principles anymore.
When i type this article, it does not mean that i ‘lupa daratan’. Never. But i have began to think that root of Malay problem is that ‘Malay fuck Malays’. Giving any chance to illustrate an example, ‘maybe some pejabat tanah officer been selling soil to the highest bidder, even though that soil has been exclusively to be sold to Malay’. This is just an example and don’t take heart in any part of the sentence. And now i am going out of the rude side of brain and in lieu, to go to critical part.
As i am an ipta student, and of which one subject i have taken is sains pemikiran dan etika, i can assume that the most logical explanation as to why Malay races, my races, has been so troublesome is the way each individual in Malays thinking, which can be more specifically translated, ‘Individualistic’. It means that most of our single malay never think of a malay as a prevailing race, but rather only they themselves & the closest relative. They can never judge their action if it will significantly affect the others Malay, maybe in perspective, judgment, and perception.
In more detailed explanation, this of my theory can also defined Malay don’t love Malay itself. We have never been loving our own race, as there are proof of my own. First, action which taking advantages from fellow raceman, eg. you can see in the way Malay man doing business. They will lies to earn more profit. Of course, this statement do not aims to criticize all the Malays. Instead, only those involved. Like a malay verb, ‘Siapa makan cili, dia yang terasa pedas’
Conclusively, i have had my feeling go. So after this, those who had been reading this article can do their best endeavor to revolutionize the Malay race. We should change, even if not completely, we should do our best. We must no longer play sentiment 'selesa' etc. Stop living on your own & start loving and thinking about this race.